nah. it wasn't just that. it was just somewhere i could vocalize it.

and i'm not really welcome to come along for several reasons. one, i'd probably end up being highly uncomfortable becaus eyou guys all know each other and i don't really know you or erin very well, and i end up quiet when i'm with people i don't know well. plus the fact i don't think he really wants me along anymore, and the fact that you all seem to plan to do this at night and my dad gets pissed if i'm out past like ten.so he's often pissed.

so, yeah.