5:53 AM 4/17/2002

So, I found out today that I'm going to have to attend a wedding on the same day as state. So, that means that I will probably be unable to attend. I feel like i'm really going to dissapoint my team. What's even worse is that I don't even really want to go - I like my cousin ok and everything, but I don't like weddings, and I 'm not really interested in attending one. Plus, I think I'd have more fun with my friends, doing my thing. Also, we got 2nd in state during regionals. If we do that well again, we could go to *gasp* internationals! And because of some stupid wedding, I have to miss that chance. In my opinion, that just sucks. So, i have to talk to tegge-mom about that today, see if we can work anything out, maybe i'd just leave, run the 3 hours up to the wedding, and come back. The biggest problem with that is that I would have to have someone come get me, since I can't drive myself to and from a school field-trip, ya know? And if i don't get to go - that's a whole weekend I could spend with some of my best friends, that I lose out on, over some stupid weekend. Saah, Zaa and (to a lesser extent) Haah are the closest thing I have to a clique at this point, and to miss out on an oppourtunity like that... well, it's just not a fun idea.
In other news, I failed a calc final yesterday *giggle*. Luckily, i really can fail (get an F) and still get a C for the semester, so i'm not really worried about it. Also, saah picked out a dress, it's apparently a light blue. They had to wait til kee saw it, but Kee saw a picture said it was ok, so everything is ok. I need to work on all my schtuff though... I'm not liking this whole preperation thing. I like homecoming - show up in a Van, wear my old suit, and dance the night away, with the girls having planned everything ;) Anyway, I should go get ready for school - gotta catch up on everything I missed yesterday. And I have to do King Lear stuff tonight - we present tomorrow. (no big deal, our group is cool). So, I'll probly write more this afternoon - IM me, email me, whatever if you want to know anything. Links are at the top of the page. -crs

3:19 PM 4/17/2002 (from .sytes.net Diary)

Ok, so FPS State is Friday and saturday. Orals are saturday. if we can work out transport, I should be able to even do orals, then come up to the wedding. I'm getting more and more excited about prom, told some of the sophmores... it's kind of weird that my prom date is younger than most of them, sicne she acts SO much more mature. There isn't a single girl in that class I'd think about dating. They're all really immature compared to Sarah. But, that's why i asked sarah and not some sophmore, i guess ;) Anyway, that's just a quick update. later. -crs