Jess and I are going through hell being apart right now, and that's the simple truth. I never did a break this long with Sarah, and I will never do one this long again if I have any say in it whatsoever. This two months bullshit is literally tearing my heart out of my chest. It's so painful all the time that we're both in horrible shape and everything we do just sucks. We talked tonight, and it just... my chest physically hurts. The whole "gutwrenching" feeling is happening about 24/7 right now. It sucks horribly horribly horribly.
I know exactly how you feel right now... but then, there's no choice. I mean, if I had to chose between waiting and knowing I'm loved and being tortured in this manner or being alone and heartbroken and such, I'd pick this any day. Time eventually does pass and after a time, you'll have the chance to always be together.
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Date: 2003-11-12 07:29 am (UTC)I know exactly how you feel right now... but then, there's no choice. I mean, if I had to chose between waiting and knowing I'm loved and being tortured in this manner or being alone and heartbroken and such, I'd pick this any day. Time eventually does pass and after a time, you'll have the chance to always be together.
*hugs you and goes back to missing her love*